Tadpole McQuaid

2008 - 2008
LocationSouthampton
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth27/08/2008
Date of Death27/08/2008
Visitors1,179 since 07/09/2008
Creator

We chose the name Tadpole as we were unsure of our baby's gender and that is the nickname we gave them.
My bestfriend read palms and said it was a girl but we chose to keep the name as that is what we call her from the day we chose it at 4wks.

About tadpole: From the moment we met me and Nathan knew we wanted to have children together and after 19months of being together we fell pregnant with our fist child. It was a couple of weeks after loosing my nan. We went for a scan on 12/8/08 to have it confurmed that Tadpole wasnt growing and there was no heart beat. We choice to let nature take its course and on 27/8/08 tadpole was born into heaven.
We will never forget our baby and she will forever be in our hearts.
We didnt get a scan photo so we have put together a memory box containing the positive pregnancy test, a pair of booties and family friend made, a frog blanket we had brought as soon as we found out we was pregnant, a cuddly toy, a cd i made containing songs that decribe how we feel about loosing tadpole and Her godmothers have put something little in from each of them.

Im my eyes we will always be her mummy and daddy and that will never change. She is with our family in heaven now watching over us and playing with all the other Angels that were too beautiful for earth

Gifts

Tributes

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 13, 2010

Hello my little angel

Im so sorry i havent been on, mummy ha been busy with Abbie-Rose but i think about you everyday.
It will be a year soon since you grew your wings and it still hurts like it was yesterday.
Me and Daddy miss you so much.
Have fun playing with Auntie Jackie he ha been waiting to meet you for so long
Me, daddy and Abbie-Rose love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

August 25, 2009

Hello my little angel.
I sorry i havnt writen for a while but it doesnt mean i havent been thinking about you.
I miss you so much still. Baby pip is getting bigger and mummy is so tierd but i also keep thinking about how big you would be now and how i would feel you moving around.
I know i keep saying i miss you but i really do and daddy does too, We should be having a scan soon so as soon as i get a picture of pip i will put it on her even though i know you can probubly see him or her already.
Always in my thoughts
You heart broken mummy xxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

December 12, 2008

Hey baby girl. Im sorry i havnt left a message for a while, mummy and daddy have been so busy packing but we are thinking about you always and so is aunie Leanne. Mummy and daddy found out that you have a little brother or sister coming. We had a san on monday and we saw their heartbeat. We also spoke to the dr that mummy saw when she was in hospital and you flew.
This baby will know that they have a big sister that is looking over them and keeping them safe.
Give Nanny Win and Grandad Terry cuddles and kisses for me because i miss them so much. I know they are looking after you.
I miss you so much baby, you would be 22wks if you hadnt flew.
I think about you always
All my love
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

November 14, 2008

I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER AND THINK OF HER EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HER MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HER TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!

Sara Lee (Family Friend)

November 1, 2008

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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine

Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum

Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day

The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see

The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years

So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so.

Sara Lee (Family Friend)

October 15, 2008

Its daddys birthday today. Ive tried to make it as special as possible but we still wish you was here.
I think about you loads and wish i could feel and see you moving.
we love you so much and always will our little Angel
Love your mummy xxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

October 4, 2008

Its a month today since we lost you adn we miss you more and more every day.
Mummy is back at work now but im finding it hard as i wish we still had you and everyone could see you grow too. Auntie Leanne misses you loads too
Today has been so hard, i cant beleive its been a month already it still hurts like it was yesterday.
I still sit there with your blanket we brought for you and wounder if u would have liked it.
We love you so much our little princess
big hugs and kisses
Mummy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

September 27, 2008

Mummy went back to work yesterday and it was so hard. Every moment i wish i still had you and that you wasnt taken away from me and daddy.
Not many people unerstand we are still greving for you and it will take time.
Auntie Leanne has been great and has been there when mummy needs a cuddle at work when she starts missing you.
We both love you with all our hearts and miss you more and more everyday
our little Princess
Love, hugs and kisses
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

September 24, 2008

I found myself looking up into the nights sky for you again lastnight.
I miss you so much and just wish we could have got to hold you and see you grow.
I think of you every minute of everyday and just keep asking why do bad things happen to good people? what did we do to deserve this pain?
I know Nanny Win will be looking after you and she will be happy to have you as you are her 1st great grandchild, tell her not to worry about Grandad Percy we are looking after him.
I know Grandad Terry will be sitting you on his knee telling you abnout when i was small and how we used to bicker about who was older as my birthday comes first.
Tell him thank you for being with me in the hospital i knew his was there watching over me, i felt him.
So baby i better go do some housework.
Me and daddy miss you soo much, so much that it hurts but we know you are safe and with family.
I love you so much my little princess
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lucy Smith (Mummy)

September 11, 2008
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